Life's A Chore

4-19-25

Life sucks. It shouldn't, but it does. A lot. Fuck everything. Fuck you. We're all pieces of shit. Even me. I'm not shit. We're all not shit. At least I'll admit it. 

You think God gives a fuck how much money you make? "Sorry, you can't afford salvation...." 

All we do is judge one another. I'm tired. I wake up tired, go to sleep tired. Wake up tired. Repeat. I already know what the day has in store. Nothing good, that's what.

I don't get excited about nothing because that's when things go bad. I'm not setting myself up for disappointment. If I expect the worse, and I atleast survive through the day, then it was better than I expected. 

I don't care if I live forever. I just want to get my point across before I go. (For whatever reason that may be.)

I'd never kill myself, but that's what we're doin' everyday. Smokin, drinkin, eating burgers, stayin up late, doin' drugs.... Even if you don't do any of that, and live a perfect healthy lifestyle, you're still dying. Its the only thing guaranteed in life - death.

This life is nothing to hold on to forever. The physical and mental lusts, wants and "needs" keep us confined.  I'm really ready to go whenever. I just don't want to die not knowing all I can, and not trying to be better. I don't need to die to start living a holy lifestyle. If that's the next "life" then I'm gettin ready now. I accept that I am only human, and as long as I'm here in this weak physical state, I can't do much...