Thoughts 4 The Day

6-27-25

So, I've been thinkin' of random thoughts of the day. It's stuff I'm already thinking. Some I make up, some are based on stuff I've been listening to watching, reading, whatever. So...

I'm gonna explain some of them now. Usually I leave them sort of vague, so you have to really think what am I talkin' about. Yet I want people to still get it somewhat right away. Tho most proly don't ever get it. They're like what is he smokin? Some good weed. And some cigars. That's it.

So today's thought first is about the number 4. That number in japanese means death. Now I consciously thought about that when chosing to spell my name with the numeral. Growin up 4 has always been kind of a no. Don't get 4 fish, either get more or less. It's like 13 in USA. And if you think about it, 1+3 = 4. 

So maybe in Asia, where most languages accociate 4 with death, it will be cool or just bad. I don't care either way.

I'm not afraid of death. Not like I wanna just die right now. Well, sometimes I kinda do to be honest. Not in a bad way. Just like what the biggest goal you can achieve in life? Money? Fame? Fun? All that will fade. And 100 years in the span of an eternity is nothing. A blink. So I'm preparing now. Some say it's too early to think about it. I say its too late. I not afraid of dying. I'm afraid of not being ready. If you're afraid of death, you're afraid of life. Death is the ONLY thing guaranteed in life. Not even a second of life is guaranteed. And why be afraid of something you have no idea about? Were you afraid as a spirit about to enter life? Or later as a fetus? Maybe that's why the baby comes out crying. He was more happy in there.

Next you only see the reflection. This has multiple meanings. First its literal. You only see the light reflecting off objects. So you never really see anything. Only the light it reflects. Or gives off itself. 

Next meaning, is you never see your true self. Only in the mirror. A reflection. Or in a photograph. Again, a captured reflection. Or you see yourself in the eyes of others. Another reflection, but not your true self.

Let's see if I can remember anything I've been thinking lately. A lot about numbers. Now I'm kinda bad with numbers. Not bad with math. Not super super great either. I'm good with basic math. Adding, subtracting, mult., div, fractions, exponents and all that. It can be related to objects or money or somethin like that. When you get theoretical numbers and eqautions... fuck that. Cosign? Only cosign I know is contract shit. I was really good at geometry. Probly cause its visual. And I'm good with angles for some reason. I took salvia once and every objects corners connected with lines, like imaginary strings. Anyway.....Only smoked that shit a few times. Waaaay back in high school. We were definatly high. 

So about numbers oh yeah. Is one the biggest number because its whole. The whole universe is one universe. You can have 5 houses but 1 block is bigger. 7 Streets or 1 Neighborhood. 1 City. 1 County. 1 State. 1 Country. 1 Continent. 1 Planet. ect. 1 is always bigger than 2 or more of anything. 

Or is 9 the biggest number, because after 9, it goes back to 0. 1 is 1 plus 0. 

Or is there only 0 and 1? Being the only 2 numbers. Then would 2 even exist? Or is it one number 1 or nothing. 2 apples is just 1 + 1. 8 is just 1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1.

Anyway have fun. Think about it. 

Lots on the way. I don't wanna give away too much right now. Just know, music videos, music, and more music.

Oh yeah last one. Earthlings are aliens too. No not illegal aliens. If that's the first thing you think of when I say alien, then you have been succesfully brainwashed by the media. Maybe we're all aliens. And we are. In a few ways. First, we are creatures living on the planet of earth. Which is in space. So how are we not aliens? If we are the only planet with life out there, that woud be more weird to me. An entire universe for just our little planet. That's like only being to one room in a 10 story hotel and based off that say nobody's in the entire building. 

And if we go to other planets, we are officially the aliens. Not whoever lives there, remember that. Ok now I'm out. 4 nizzow. Pow. (I don't know....)