3-24-25
Dear Siri, you suck.
Why is everything labeled AI nowdays? Like its something new? I remember the movie A.I. came out in like 2000. Artificial Intelligence. The name says it all. Artificial. Its fake. All hype.
You can't beat a real person. We are made in God's image. A program is made is no image. It really doesn't exist. Only in the digital world.
Same with most people. We have digitalized our lives. Everything we do is online now. All our daily tasks, no matter how simple or insignificant end up online. Pictures, videos. Blogs... Are supposed to represent you, yet its all exaggerated or presented in a non-realistic way. We only put up stuff we think other people will like. So there's no room to be new or different. We act like if we fit into this modern formula, it equals success. Maybe if I want to be another internet "star" whatever that is. I don't consider fame the main goal. I don't care if a lot of people like me. Let me get that one fan that will spend a million dollars on a show. Prince of Dubai whatup.
What I'm sayin is, everyone is fitting into this cookie cutter image of what it is to be cool or successful or whatever. If I have a lot of followers, and nice cars, I must be cool. All that can be bought. Think about the richest guy you ever met. Was he cool? Probly not. Probly a stuffy old white dude. Just sayin. Even they're trying to "look cool" instead of just enjoying life. The bald dude with the convertible. With the young wife that he can't really keep happy. It looks good. Behind doors, gaurantee its not that great.
Why does every woman look the same all the sudden? No matter what race. White, black, mexican, asian. They all look the same. What is goin on. Black chicks puttin makeup and wigs to whiten up. White girls fake tanning and plumpin their lips to blacken up. Every race chick looks the same. What happened to variety? What happened to being yourself?
If every person wants to change to fit in, then you aren't really being yourself. Then your potential perfect match is no longer attracted to you because now you look like everyone else. So they might as well go with someone else, right? Be you. At all times. Better yourself, change when necessary, yet still stay true to what you believe in.
Sometimes people want you to change to fit in. Sometimes, its the opposite. They want no change. They can't accept it. They see you as the same person from 10 years ago. 20 years ago. People grow up. At least we should. Now we got 30, 40, even 50 and 60 year old rappers not rappin bout nothing. Trying to fit in with the kids. Sad. When I was growin up, we were trying to fit in with the older crowd. Now the "OG"s are trying to stay relevant by acting like children. Colorful hair and outfits. Fake chains. Still reppin' gangs. Stupid.
Respect to the real gang members, I've met a few. Not goin' into detail. Just know I said "I'm good" when asked if I would get down with that shit. I was too old already, I'm not joinin a gang, being 20 something then at the time. Some really grew up in a neighborhood where it goes on. Its family members, cousins, aunts, uncles, brothers, parents, friends, your friends family, the entire block. Then its different. Now we got these fake bangers goin out their way to join. Most real gang member really regret it. And the ones I knew would never pass it to their kids. They want something better for them and their family.
The OGs aren't passing the real knowledge down. And the younger kids have nothing to look up to. Families aren't what they used to be. Kids eat dinner in front of an Xbox alone. Do kids even call their grandparents anymore, or is it "hey granny follow me online, See my all my vids of me." Kids trying to look grown up. And the older women trying to look young. Stop. These rapper chicks are getting to be like 40 plus still twerkn on the floor. Get the fuck up. You're gonna hurt your back.
Kids enjoy your life. Don't try to grow up too fast. You have the one thing considered most prized. The thing nobody can buy or get back once it gone. Your youth. Time. You have the gift to make mistakes and not be pinned in for life. You have time to change. You have time to learn. By the time people get older, they don't want to learn. They got the world figured out. My reality changes all the time based on what I learn and know. Kids have the gift to change their reality at any time. Don't rush it, also don't wait. Start rappin now if its what you want to do. My only real regret is not rappin seriously earlier. It all works out tho.
Ok So I'm done. I guess the point of this, is we are all becoming robotic. We are told what to like. We tell the world what we like, and they give us generic content to fill that order. Its like fast food. Nobody is making new recipes. Nobody wants to take a chance. No such thing as a failed experiment. Try something different.