Lets Go In (Nothin To Lose) 5-7-25

I got nothin' to lose. No big bank account. No wife, no kids. So whatever. I got family, but they're doin' their own thing.  So I'm doin my own thing.

So this a place I just say whatever. Same time, I try to say it in a way people can understand. Maybe someone will relate or learn or somethin....

I don't even know if people read this... If people don't like me because of something I said, then whatever. They don't like me for who I am then. I dare anyone to type exactly what you feel and put it out. You won't you're too scared. I don't give a fuck.

So let's not sugar coat. White people are already difficult to deal with. This is my way of sifting thru the real vs fake. If you get offended by fact or even opinion, then you have no idea what its like to live in a world where white opinion is automatically right, and everything else is wrong. I'm flippin it.

I'd rather hate my white side then my ethnic side like everyone has been brainwashed to do. I don't hate it tho. I just accept it for what it is. I can't change it, just use it as my disguise to get close enough. By the time they realize I'm not one of them, its too late.

Let's talk about how white genes have watered down my blood, making me more sensitive to the sun. How can white people be allergic to something that is essential for life? Because they're already dead. They're zombies. Vampires. I get my energy drained around them. I come home more tired. White people sit still, they're very stiff. Does that sound like someone giving energy or taking energy?

Speaking of blood, Eating raw steaks and canine teeth are a white trait. I mentioned before on a different post about sickle cell affecting black people more. Well its probly a gene mutation from introducing the white gene. 

We could talk about how the bible talks about clean lepers. aka white people. Or the qaran talks about judgement day to the people with blue eyes... I'm no relgious expert or nothing tho.

How about how my white dad lives in the same city and I only see him once every other month for an hour lunch? Why did he leave and marry a new white wife. Why did his entire new family go to Fiji and I wasn't invited? Why didn't I know he got married untill after I found out thru my sister, who wasn't invited either? Is it cultural? I hope not.  I think my grandma  Phyllis was there at the wedding. (Who I'm named after. And watched Price is Right, Family Fued, Wheel of Fortune, and Jeopardy all the time.) Is it a white thing to throw the old family members in care homes when you live in the same city? My dad is a disappointment to the entire family. 

So you think , ahhh its just a parent issue. No, because I argue with my mom waaaay more. But I understand her. Its my dads fault she's in this situation. And I know how she gets treated as a colored woman at her work. Why have we lived in this neighborhood almost the longest, yet white people look at me like an immigrant walking down the street? They're all new. 

Why does hip hop suck now? Because its no longer a black music. The second its for everyone, it lost its edge. Its now so family friendly you got Ludacris on state farm commercials. Get the fuck outta here. That's why these old rappers goin back to the "street" style is lame. Its too late. I remember the tracks with bieber. Snoop with Katy perry.... 

White people killed hip hop. The second BET stopped doin "Black Buster" movies, I knew somethin was wrong. Then Rap City ended.... It's only gotten worse since. Lets take it back. Matter of fact, who didn't like Public Enemy? So who actually had a problem with pro-black?

So lets keep it simple before I really piss some people off. I know some white people will read this and still fuck with the movement. That's the type of fans I need. Not no sensitive sissy that's gonna turn off the song if I say one wrong word. Fuck them. I don't need them. I don't want them.

And I know I got people of all races or whatever you call it mad. Black people saying why is he talking bout this? Hispanics sayin leave us out of it. Asians sayin he's not one of us, or he doesn't rep us enough. Whatever it is, I don't care.

Do I feel bad for blasting rap in the neighborhood. No. Not anymore. Never really did. If the old white people walk by while I blast a song sayin Cracker, so what. Imagine how many white people play and sing along shoot this n word, this and that. Then passs by playing that thinkin its cool. I'd rather play some pro-black, pro-brown, pro-yellow shit. White people make it bad for me. Being a white rapper is probly the worst insult in the world. Please stop.

And I've done tracks with white rappers. The homie lil.dmt is the white homie. I don't consider him the white homie tho. Even tho his ramen was the whitest ramen ever. (White people just eat ramen plain with a flavor packet, that's weird. Add some shit to it.) I told him add egg. he cooked the egg on the side then added it after and it was still raw. You're supposed to crack it in while its boiling.... 

Anyway he was yellin kill whitey one night. I had to tell him chill before he starts a race war, these whiteys gonna think its a mexican or asian or black dude sayin it not this white fool. Hahaha. Anyway, he gets it. See. Stop being sensitive whiteys....